Ladder to Heaven

If there is a prayer that would surely lead us to Heaven, it is the Most Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary. 

This is HELP at its BEST- because Our Beloved Mother Mary, herself, comes to our aid in whatever situation we may be and will lead us, surely, to her Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ.

So let us pray to Mary, the Mother of God, like a child running to her mother for help, for refuge, for aid, for guidance when we are in despair; that we may say with Mama Mary and the countless saints who loved her; 

“BEHOLD I AM YOUR SERVANT, O LORD, BE IT DONE TO ME ACCORDING TO YOUR WORD.”

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From Satanic Priest to Knight of Mary

Blessed Bartolo Longo: Modern Rosary Saint

SINNER. SATANIST. SOCIAL worker. Saint. A strange progression taken by Blessed Bartolo Longo. On February 11, 1841, a sweet tempered physician’s wife of Latiano, Italy, gave birth to a son whom she named Bartolo. Devoted to Our Lord and His Mother, she taught all her children to pray the Rosary daily and to visit and care for the poor, while Dr. Longo instilled in them a love of music and beauty. Bartolo would later describe himself as “a lively and impertinent imp, sometimes rather a rascal.” The priests who educated him found Bartolo to be highly intelligent, cordial, and accommodating although prone to a fiery temper.

When Bartolo was ten, his mother died. Slowly Bartolo began to drift away from his faith. Eventually he studied law from a private tutor, then attended the University of Naples to complete his education. It wasn’t the same University of Naples where St. Thomas Aquinas taught, but a dangerous place for Bartolo’s young mind. Searching for meaning in life, Bartolo became emneshed in the political movements and spiritism so popular with college students at that time in Italy. Deeply involved with a satanic sect, Bartolo aspired to the satanic priesthood, so he entered upon a long preparation of studies, fastings, and mortifications. On the night of his ordination by a satanic bishop, the walls of the “church” shook with thunder while blasphemous, disembodied shrieks knifed the air. Bartolo fainted with fright and for a while afterwards was deeply tormented and physically ill. Despite this depression and nervousness, he exercised his satanic priesthood by preaching, officiating at satanic rites, and publicly ridiculing Catholicism and everyone and everything connected with it.

During these bleak years, the Longo family was besieging heaven for their wayward member. One day Bartolo seemed to hear the voice of his dead father begging him to return to God. Troubled, he paid a visit to one of his friends from Latiano, Professor Vincenzo Pepe, who was living and teaching near Naples. Shocked by Bartolo’s appearance, Pepe exclaimed, “Do you want to die in an insane asylum and be damned forever?” When Bartolo admitted his mental confusion, Pepe took him under his wing. He introduced the troubled young man to many holy people who gave him support and counsel. One of these was a well-educated Dominican priest, Alberto Radente, who gave Bartolo a detailed course in the Catholic faith which included the writings of St. Thomas Aquinas. After much study, prayer, and a lengthy confession, Bartolo was again admitted to the sacraments. On the feast of the Annunciation, March 25, 1871, he was professed into the Third Order of St. Dominic and given the name of Brother Rosary in recognition of his favorite daily prayer.

To complete his break with satanism, the new convert made one final visit to a seance, held up a medal of Our Lady, and cried out that he renounced spiritism because it was “a maze of error and falsehood.” He then went to student parties and cafes, denouncing the “religion” he had formerly embraced and proclaiming his faith in the Catholic Church. This was a brave thing to do as the Catholic Church was, at that time, being suppressed. He considered becoming a priest but was discouraged by both friends and his spiritual director. After making a retreat, he discerned not to marry, but rather to devote himself unreservedly to God and Our Lady. He was later to write:

“I place myself, my God, in Your hands; as a son I abandon myself to Your Fatherly embrace; roll and roll again this mud, it has nothing to say; it is enough that it serve Your designs and not resist Your Will for which I was made. Ask, command, prohibit. What do You wish that I do, or that I not do? Lifted up, knocked down, suffering, dedicated to Your works by sacrificing my will to Yours, I can only say, as did Mary: ‘Behold I am your servant. O Lord, let it be done to me according to your Word.”

Friar Radente told Bartolo that he had to repair the damage he had caused to others, so he joined his pious friends in caring for the poor, sick, and needy. One of this pious group was the wealthy widow Countess Mariana di Fusco. The Countess commissioned Bartolo, who was a lawyer, to collect the rent from poor farmers on a vast tract of land she owned near the ancient city of Pompeii. She needed the money to support her five children. In 1872, Bartolo arrived in marshy Pompeii, accompanied by two armed escorts to protect him from bandits that overran the area. He was shocked and filled with pity at the ignorance, lack of faith, superstition, poverty, and moral corruption of the people. The aging priest in a decaying church rarely saw any parishioners. People and animals slept together in ramshackle, filthy quarters. How could Bartolo help? Bartolo later wrote,

“One day in the fields around Pompeii called Arpaia. . .I recalled my former condition as a priest of Satan. Father Alberto had told me repeatedly never again to think of, or reflect on (this), but I thought that perhaps as the priesthood of Christ is for eternity, so also the priesthood of Satan is for eternity.

“So, despite my repentance, I thought: I am still consecrated to Satan, and I am still his slave and property as he awaits me in Hell. As I pondered over my condition, I experienced a deep sense of despair and almost committed suicide. Then I heard an echo in my ear of the voice of Friar Alberto repeating the words of the Blessed Virgin Mary: ‘One who propagates my Rosary shall be saved.’ These words certainly brought an illumination to my soul. Falling to my knees, I exclaimed: ‘If your words are true that he who propagates your Rosary will be saved, I shall reach salvation because I shall not leave this earth without propagating your Rosary.’ At that moment the little bell of the parish church rang out, inviting the people to pray the Angelus. This incident was like a signature to my firm decision.”

Later he wrote, “What is my vocation? To write about Mary, to have Mary praised, to have Mary loved.”

Bartolo lost no time. He made repeated trips to the Valley of Pompeii to teach the people how to pray the Rosary. Beginning in 1873, he organized a yearly Rosary feast, incorporating music, fireworks, races, and a lottery into it. In 1875, as part of a parish mission, he invited a group of priests to speak about devotion to the Rosary. To conclude the mission, he promised to display a painting of Our Lady of the Rosary, and the painting that he obtained has been the cause of numerous miracles of healing. He constructed a church to hold this image and then, around it, an entire city dedicated to helping orphans and the poor. He also wrote books about the Rosary and composed novenas and a prayer manual. In all of these works, he was assisted by the Countess. When evil rumors began to spread about the relationship between the widow and the handsome, intelligent lawyer, Bartolo and the Countess consulted their friend Pope Leo XIII, a great devotee of the Rosary. “Lawyer, you are free; Countess, you are a widow; get married and no one can say anything against you.” So on April 7, 1885, they were married. In this chaste union, for Bartolo had taken a vow of chastity, the couple continued their charitable works until the Countess’s death in 1924.

Bartolo was tireless in his work. He founded a congregation of Dominican nuns to help educate the orphans in his city and also brought in the Christian Brothers for the boys. He urged people to learn the catechism and worked to have defined by Rome the doctrine of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin. After laboring fifty years for his “Lady,” Bartolo was the object of calumny and slander as lies spread about his mishandling of funds. He bore these with resignation and was cleared of all charges. In 1906, Bartolo turned all his property, including his own personal property, over to the Holy See. He then assisted the new head of the administration and continued to work in the city he had built, but only as a humble employee. He remained at his work at the Shrine until he was 85-years-old, ever promoting the Rosary and going to confession twice weekly.

Over the years his prayer had become so intense that one of those who saw him could say, “I often saw him with his arms outstretched and his eyes fixed on heaven or on the image of Our Lady, or even with his eyes half-closed, totally enraptured without being aware of those around or near him.” Asked if he saw the Blessed Mother, Bartolo would answer, “Yes, but not as she is in heaven.” During his last hours on October 5, 1926, he prayed the Rosary, surrounded by the orphans whom he so loved. “My only desire is to see Mary, who has saved me and who will save me from the clutches of Satan,” he said with his final breath. On October 26, 1980, Pope John Paul II pronounced Bartolo Longo Blessed, calling him the “Man of Mary.”

(Written by Madeline Pecora Nugent, SFO)

Prayer of St. Pio of Pietrelcina after Holy Communion

Stay with me, Lord, for it is necessary to have You present so that I do not forget You. You know how easily I abandon You.

Stay with me, Lord, because I am weak and I need Your strength, that I may not fall so often.

Stay with me, Lord, for You are my life and without You I am without fervor.

Stay with me, Lord, for You are my light and without You I am in darkness.

Stay with me, Lord, to show me Your will.

Stay with me, Lord, so that I hear Your voice and follow You.

Stay with me, Lord, for I desire to love You very much and alway be in Your company.

Stay with me, Lord, if You wish me to be faithful to You.

Stay with me, Lord, as poor as my soul is I want it to be a place of consolation for You, a nest of Love.

Stay with me, Jesus, for it is getting late and the day is coming to a close and life passes, death, judgment and eternity approaches. It is necessary to renew my strenth, so that I will not stop along the way and for that, I need You. It is getting late and death approaches, I fear the darkness, the temptations, the dryness, the cross, the sorrows. O how I need You, my Jesus, in this night of exile!

Stay with me tonight, Jesus, in life with all its dangers, I need You.

Let me recognize You as Your disciples did at the breaking of the bread, so that the Eucharistic Communion be the Light which disperses the darkness, the force which sustains me, the unique joy of my heart.

Stay with me, Lord, because at the hour of my death, I want to remain united to You, if not by Communion, at least by grace and love.

Stay with me, Lord, for it is You alone I look for, Your Love, Your Grace, Your Will, Your Heart, Your Spirit, because I love You and ask no other reward but to love You more and more.

With a firm love, I will love You with all my heart while on earth and continue to love You perfectly during all eternity. Amen.

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If we only knew how God regards this Sacrifice, we would risk our lives to be present at a single Mass.

-St. Pio of Pietrelcina

CLICK: Padre Pio’s Prayers

My Saving Grace: Prayer

My God, how You’ve saved me from the lowest depths, how You’ve stooped down and comforted me, how You’ve snatched me from darkness and revealed to me Your Most Wonderful Light, how You’ve nourished me and filled my soul with heavenly consolations- ALL these through prayer. 

O Jesus, boldly will I stand among Your people and proclaim to them how many times I’ve heard Your Voice- not physically, yes. But You’ve instructed my heart, enlightened my mind and purified my lips- ah Jesus! How my soul became consumed into Thine own Consuming Fire of Love when Thou commune with me- poorest, weakest sinner!

Where was I, O my Jesus, when I was not in communion with You? 

Why have I ever loved anything, besides Thee, O Love which fills the universe?

Why have I ever sought anything besides Thee, O Unspeakable Sweetness?

And how could I ever have claimed to have been happy, when it is not because of You?

O Jesus, how, through prayer, You’ve led me from darkness into Your own Wonderful Light.

O Merciful King, Thine Mercy being the sole reason why You’ve stooped so low to save this wretched sinner- how indebted I am to Your Mercy, O God! How I continue to beg Mercy from You, King of Mercy!

My Jesus, Sweetest desire of my heart, terrible longing of my soul, the very meaning of my life! Let me pray then, My Love, My Life, My Saving Grace, My Everything - as St. Augustine did; that on the day of consummation, may I appear before Thee, consumed in Your Love.

May I pray, O Jesus. May I never cease praying- may I never cease being in communion with You.

종말 감사합니다. 당신사랑을 때문에, 나는종말 행복해~종말 고마워요

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ATTENTION: IT’S ABOUT TIME WE ALL PRAY

You see, there’s too much freedom in the world. Well.. let me rephrase that.

Evil came into existence because of a FREE WILL created.. AND ABUSED.

Please, let’s not abuse our free will. But rather, let’s be grateful that we are given freedom ONLY so that we are free to choose to Love our God, and serve Him alone. Let us rejoice that we have found true Love in our One and True God and be happy that we are free to become slaves of His, and this slavery is our freedom.

My intention for writing this blog is actually because of the new movie, Legion. You see Legion is very much blasphemous and quite direct in attacking the Catholic Faith and its Dogmas- my Faith to begin with. It is blasphemous because it is about God, being “frustrated” at mankind, sending demonic angels to earth to destroy it and wipe out mankind. Where it is followed by an angel- particularly the Archangel Michael- rebelling against this plan, and protecting a diner where a woman is about to give birth to a child-on December 25- who’s the only one who can save humanity. AND! Take note, it’s an out of wedlock pregnancy- meaning this particular savior- is conceived out of adultery.

Primarily, satan is seriously afraid and angry at St. Michael and Mama Mary, as we can see. And so he turns to these people who are very much willing to be manipulated by satan in disguise of money and fame, to disrespect and blaspheme the Archangel and Our Lovely Mother.

HELLO satan, I AM PERFECTLY POSSESSED BY HOLY PRIDE AT THE THOUGHT OF you VERY CONFUSED AND HUMILIATED AT WHY I KNEEL TO A LADY- OF FLESH AND BLOOD- WHENEVER I PRAY THE ROSARY,  WHEN I WON’T KNEEL TO you, who is COMPOSED OF THE SAME ELEMENTS AS THE ANGELS.

WELL, LET ME CLARIFY IT TO you, THEN:       you, satan, ARE REPULSIVELY UGLY.

So, going back to you, my brothers and sisters. Let’s not use our freedom to choose satan and his ugliness. Let’s all strive to be Beautiful, just as Jesus is Beautiful, and His Dear, Lovely Mother.

NO TO LEGION AND satan!

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He will raise us up to Himself and clothe us with His own Merits. I Love You Lord. Let me burn with the Fire of Your Divine Love ♥

WHAT I WANT.

I realized; I should be thankful for EVERYTHING I have and EVERYTHING I am. 

Because these make me HUMAN. And being human means, I am loved by God.

THIS IS ALL I EVER NEEDED and ALL I WILL EVER NEED.

Most times, my heart hurts. I feel alone, far away from God, forgotten, unwanted, uncared for- I feel as though I should be doing something more. Sometimes I feel like running away. Far far away, where I can start a new life and be whoever I want to be, and have whatever I want to have. Sometimes the emotions, the wanting is so SO STRONG that I’m ready to pack my things and just leave. LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND.

But I am stopped in my tracks, and made to realize that- THAT IS WHAT I WANT FOR MYSELF.

This life, the one I am living now- THIS IS WHAT GOD GAVE ME. Surely, God knows what is BEST for me. And if He wants me to prove my LOVE for Him by enduring whatever I’m going through right now, I am more than willing to do so. More than willing.

Because that is, after all, our mission in life- to “ ‘Lift up your eyes and see…’ See how in my Heaven there are places empty; it is for you to fill them … each one of you is my Moses praying on the mountain (Ex 17,8f.); ask Me for laborers and I shall send them, I await only a prayer, a sigh from your heart!” (Taken from Letter 135 of Saint Therese of the Child Jesus)

Thank You, Lord. For letting me and helping me accomplish the mission You gave to me. 

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“O Jesus, Unspeakable Sweetness, please turn all consolations of this world into bitterness for me.”

-Imitation of Christ, St. Thomas a Kempis

My evening prayer.

Our Father, Who art in Heaven, Holy be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day, our Daily Bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Hail Mary, Full of Grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, please pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Hail Mary, Full of Grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, please pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Hail Mary, Full of Grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, please pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now and will be forever. Amen.

Oh my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell and lead all souls to Heaven, give us Healing and Peace, especially those who most need Your Mercy.

St. John the Baptist, St. John, St. Joseph, St. Michael the Archangel, Blessed Apostles Peter and Paul, all ye Holy Angels and Saints and Martyrs in Heaven- Padre Pio, St. Therese of the Child Jesus, Mother Teresa of Calcutta- Mama Mary, the Immaculate Conception, please pray for the Healing of each one of us, the we may feel and understand God’s love for us and for all humanity that we in turn be able to Love Him through loving His children, as He Loves us. That we may be able to give Him all our hearts, all our minds, and all our strengths. I pray for my family, for our relatives, and all the families in the world, for the Catholic Church, all the people who have been part of my heart and life, 이 family, the broken, the lost, the hungry and those who starve themselves, the thirsty and those who thirst themselves, those who have no shelter and roof and those who choose not to have a shelter and a roof, those who don’t have anything to wear and those who wear clothes that are inappropriate and disrespectful to their own bodies, those who are in their deathbed and the sick and those who self-destruct, and those who are in prison and those who imprison themselves with their desires and wants and possesions. Please, bring us all to Jesus. Lead us all to the path of the cross, so we could follow Christ and attain Eternal Life. May God’s mercy and Love be known and felt through me. Amen. Amen. Amen.

St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our shield against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray, and do thou Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the Divine Power of God, crush into hell satan and all his legions, minions, and all his works, seeking the death of our souls. Amen.

Goodnight, Lord. Please wake us up tomorrow at the time You would want us to